I can't figure out what I want to do with my life?

I'm almost 30 and the majority of my 20's was working retail to pay for college. Then I got a job that made good money, but was extremely repetitive and exhausting. Now I have two part time jobs. I went to college to learn about animation, but learned filming instead. I tried to create animations, but lose motivation and interests quick. I did artwork, but I'm frustrated that I can't up my game and I lose motivation and interest quick. Yes I'm seeing a therapist about possible depression and other mental health problems.  

I like to be creative and I like to create things. I can't stand staying in one place at a time. I'd like to continue filming, but don t know how to peruse it. A few friends have made a YouTube channel, but all they have is unboxing videos, playing games, and taste test. I give out ideas, series, skits, and they either don't have the equipment nor time for it. They push record, stop, and upload whatever on YouTube without editing. I have done filming and I know about scheduling and what not but they see me as an extra. With YouTube's new policies, we can't do the content we want anymore. When I was in college, I had a prop making class that I enjoyed doing. I have knowledge in filming, but don't have a motivated team and I can't do filming without a proper team.I feel as though I should give up on what I like to do. I was considering pursuing architecture or engineering since I like to create things. Another interest is travel so, anthropology?