How are you going to feel while on your death bed looking back on your life?

~~ Well, I'd rather die while standing up, but I guess if that were the case I wouldn't have time to look back on my life & ponder it. That's okay because even though I'm not dying I do look back on my life on occasion and think it was worth it. There were lots of ups & downs & great people and animals that I loved in my life,& I feel blessed to have experienced it all. There was a time I wished I was dead already, but I lived through it & made some positive changes;which have been awesome. So,yeah it was worth it. My life was worth living when I woke up & lived, but now that I'm dying I'm ready to check out a new situation. ~~

At this point in my life? Terrible. I'm only 14 I haven't lived enough. I haven't done any of the things I want to. I haven't been sky diving or fallen in love or had kids....

And I think I'd feel guilty about how my parents would feel and about how my brother would turn out without me to help him through school and about how my friends would react and feel.

Then I'd feel even worse because I'd suspect my friends of not caring or over dramatising the occasion and making themselves the victim.

Then I'd feel sad because I'd never really know whether my friends really cared about me.

I'd feel frustrated with myself and with life.

I'd look over all the things I'd ever done and feel sorry and stupid and angry with myself for all the bad things I've done and mistakes I made.

I feel scared that I was going to hell and I'd also be scared that maybe there isn't anything after death and then I'd feel angry with myself for feeling like that.

Then I'd generally just explode from feeling too much.

But I would never ever once say or think it's not fair.

Great Question?

It sure caught my eye!

But I have to be totally honest. I won't be thinking anything at that

moment in time.

But this is what I think now before it happens so those who read this will know how I felt before I die.

I lived my life honestly to the best of my ability. Living according to the laws that men have made.

I have loved God and have tried to show forth love to all kinds of different

people. But especially to my family and loved ones who have been there

for me in my life when I really needed someone.

I believe that when we die we will have a waiting period before Christ comes back!

He could come back right now while I'm writing this or after I die.

Either way some will have to wait his return.

But it is a promise in the Bible that he will return.

I wish I could've done more things up till now I am 46 soon to be 47.

The world has taught me alot about others and that you cannot trust in

others to really help you in a time of need.

But God is always here to listen and to answer those requests that we

make!

Thanks for the question I think we have all asked this at one time or another.:)

Honestly, I will look back fondly, for I feel that I have made my mark on the world.

I did have aspirations as a child which I did not fulfill, but I think that I have been a good person, created wonderful children, and I have done my part to influence the world as best as I could.

I don't know. Maybe I'm going to answer that when i've already experienced being on my death bed.

I for myself will certainly be at peace when I am looking back on my life whe I am on my deathbed, I donot deleiberately hurt any one nor do I go out of my way to assist any one. If any one comes to me for help / assistence I try my best to give help.

Like im feeling now, scared of being left all by myself for those creepy slimmy worms to much on. I dread dying!!!!!!

It has all been perfect. Nothing to regret or fear.

Love and blessings Don

relieved that all the craps over.