Jayla

I mean I'm not 18 so I'm not calling myself old, but since I was younger I believed I was meant to be an inspirational performer. I never told anyone because my family made me believe I need togo to school to be successful and happy. I'm in community college, and I don't plan on leaving, but I haven't figured out what I want to do because my heart isn't anywhere else. I never told anyone I wanted to be a performer and this is who I was because I thought I would change over the years, so I never strived to do it. Im not even that great of a dancer or singer and I've never taken a lesson in my life so why do I feel this is who I am? I can never go to a performance without believing I belong on the stage? I'm already 18 so even if i started striving I feel like it's too late at this point. All stars start working hard at like the age of 5 (which is when I started having these dreams) and then they hit it off and start becoming noticed at my age...It just makes me so sad that I didn't start at that age. I have a very powerful inspirational personality and I've been through a lot in my life (a lot of people have) but I put so much soul into what I've been through and I don't I just need help. How do I get this dream out of my head and accept that I'm just meant to be a normal person and not the way I believed all these years

This isn't my situation, I'm 18 and I have no kids and no relationship. But this man is my ex, he got another girl pregnant. He was going back and fourth to both of us (dating and having sex) every month or so. Me and him dated for a year, then he left me for her, then 9 months later he left her for me and since then he was going back and fourth until recently--when he got her pregnant. I blocked him on everything, **** down my social media because I was so devestated and I don't want to speak to him. It gets me so sad because everyone says "I won" or I dodged a bullet (understandable, because I am young and shouldn't have kids) but it still hurts because we were each others first love and he was just in my bed saying how much he loved me 5 weeks ago. He obviously doesn't, but I can't stop crying. He keeps showering her with gifts ( I see it on Facebook) because he said he always wanted a child and now he's going to have his first one with her. It hurts, because I'm trying to do good things for myself and lose weight (they both called me fat recently btw) but I can't help but overreat some nights and be sad, while they're over here all happy. It hurts.

I m getting rhinoplasty soon either way, but I m thinking of making it smaller too. It will cost more but that s okay. Honesty is great, you won t hurt my feelings anyway

I have no men in the family who can do it for me, no friends who can do it for me, so who can I call to build one?? I'm an 18 year old female who's willing to pay someone, but who? I am aware you can purchase them in the stores or online but all of them only fit a mattress and I want the plat form to cover half my room. My room is pretty small too so it shouldn't cost too much. How much do you think it would cost. I have ideas and photos in my phone of what I want but they won't load right now :( an estimation would be great though

With six different women, she just found out 6 months ago and shut down all her social media. What will happen in the future?

ex and I broke up about 7 weeks ago after dating for a year and a half.10 days later he started dating a new girl that's a year younger then me that goes to my school. They've been dating for almost 2 months now. I don't go on their wall, nor do I see them because he graduated and I never see her, nor do I want him back. But I have a question because talking about this makes me feel better, the more people the merrier, alright so: my ex broke up with me during a break I had arranged between us for a few days, after a few days he called me saying he wants to be single (Which was a lie obviously) but 3 weeks later, when I went up to his girlfriend to clarify if they were really dating, he called me yelling at me and I asked him if he fell out of love with me, and after pausing for a few seconds he said yes in a sad voice. We haven't talked since, but he did message me a few days after that saying something to piss me off (I ignored) then, his girlfriend tried starting an argument with me on Facebook (I ignored her) then he brought me my stuff back last week that was SO pointless to bring back. Then he messaged me saying he brought me my stuff, I saw the message and when I didn't respond he blocked me. For these past 2 months now he also blocks me ON AND OFF. I know it shouldn't matter but why do you guys think he's doing this? I mean I'm not sure if he still blocks and unblocked me because I haven't gone on his wall, but last time I checked which was a couple weeks ago he was

Long story short. We dated 15 months. He left me 3 weeks ago because he "needed to find himself", gets in a new relationship 2 weeks later. Calls me yesterday mad because I went up to his girlfriend (I am a senior in high school, she is younger then me in the same school, so immature I know I regret it) then tells me he broke up with me because the last 3 weeks of our relationship he fell out of love with me. Told me he hope I can forgive him, I said maybe one day then I ended the phone call nicely. Then I realize, I have been too nice to him. So I sent him a message saying I hate him and I will never forgive him (then I blocked him and told him to lose my number since he knew what number to call on his new phone number?) he ruined my birthday. Today is his birthday. He is 19. I cut up and broke everything he s ever given me and out it in a trash bag, I would throw it out, but I want to drop it off at his front porch for hurting me so badly. I want him to physically see the torn up pictures he drew for me, the broken frames, and the cut up stuffed animals. I will then be at peace and will move on

Okay, a week and three days ago my ex boyfriend broke up with me because he needed to "find himself". We were with each other all the time, and we got really attached to eachother the year and three months we were dating. When he first broke up with me, I tried calling him two days straight and he didn't answer, so I decided to stop and haven't tried contacting him in over a week (don't plan to either) anyway, he has an extremely loud car, and he drove up and down my street and I heard the loud noise from my kitchen. Finally, I went in my room, opened the blinds, and there he was in his car, when he seen me he drive off quickly and didn't come back? I didn't call him to ask why he did that, I also don't plan to, I also don't think he'll do it again. I think he got embarrassed when he seen me. But why do you think he did that?

It's June 6th now and im getting out of school June 23rd. I start my senior year of high school September 9th of this year. Should I dye my tips now? Before summer? Or should I do it before fall, like before school starts?

He's not even my first love so I don't understand why I'm so hurt about this. Summer 2011 I fell in love with a guy who I watched leave me for some girl, and then I watched his fall in love with her. Then when they broke up, we became friends and he told me that will always be his first love (he still loves her, long story on how I know) anyway, I don't have feelings for my first love anymore, I am dating someone else, we've been together for a year. But here's the thing, the emptiness of not being my exs first love and being left for a girl that was perfect in my eyes never left. Now, my current boyfriend and I don't talk about our exs. But we did at some point and he mentioned he has been in love before and that was his first love. He also said he tried getting her back 6 months before we met, but she ignored him and never gave him his closure, and I just feel like he secretly will always care about her and love her. We talked about it a few times and he got upset So I stopped bringing it up altogether so our relationship doesn't get ruined, so I just cry to myself every night. Now I'm ruined, and im so tempted to get out of this relationship when Im alone so I'm set free from all this, but then when im with him I forget all about his past and enjoy him. But I can't be with him all the time or else he'll say I'm attached and I'm not that girl so I back off, but then I'm alone again and it just hurts . I guess I can't grow up, I'm sorry.

Something has been bothering me so badly these past few months that it makes me sick. The worst part about this, it's so pathetic and I know I need to just grow up but no matter how many people tell me I might lose this relationship or I need to grow up I still feel the way I feel. A few years ago I fell in love with a guy who ended up leaving me for some girl he fell in love with. I watched him leave, and then I watched him fall in love with her. When they broke up, he told me that will always be his first love and it just hurt because I wasn't his, like how he was mine. Him and I went back out a couple years later and I left him because I could never get the thought out of my head that he still loved this girl. Now, I am with the guy I left him for, we've been together for a year. Our exs have gotten brought up in the past, now I am upset again like I was in my last relationship. Even though this guy says I'm better, and that his first love was selfish, and he can't remember a lot of things, he says that was his first love. It bothers me because my current bf tried getting his ex back a few months before we got together, and she wouldn't take him back so I feel he'll always think of her. I feel left out in a way because my current boyfriend had a mutual first love with that girl, and my ex had a mutual first love with the girl he left me with. Even though it's in the past, I feel like my life has an empty space in it and I feel like I missed out on something.

I'm amost 17 years old, I am young I know. My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost a year now, and everything has been so lovely and I feel like I'm in a dream. The only problem is, I'm so insecure about myself. My ex boyfriend left me for some other girl a few years ago and ever since then I gained lots of weight. I was always torn at the fact he considered her his "first love" when I considered him mines. Now, I am with this guy and he's also been in love before. He fell in love with some girl a few years ago who he considers his "first love". Now I know a first live isn't everything, it's the person that sticks by forever that matters, but I just can't help but feel jealous knowing I'm not anybody's first love. That is so ridiculous, I'm aware of that but it doesn't change the act that I feel that way. I just don't know what to do:(

A couple weeks ago, me and my boyfriend broke up for a few days, and then we got back together again about 4 days ago...anyways, my boyfriend had told me he went out with another girl the day after we broke up, even though they didn't do anything(just went bowling) I can't help but be so mad at him even though we were broken up. Keep in mind, we both wanted to break up becasue his parents were making him do so much(long story not getting into it) but then they suddenly felt bad and stopped and he took someone else out thinking we would never get back together. I know I shouldn't be mad, but my question is, if we weren't dating why am I so mad and how do I get over this? He told me it's understandable if I'm upset..

Is it good? Bad? Do you get to work if you have kids? Probably not im guessing ..

Last week my boyfriend and I were having sex doggy style . So anyways, he went really really fast and it accidently went in. Actually, it didn't even go in it just hit the rim of it really hard and I nearly passed out (side effect of a lot of women in pain from anal) alright, so today we attempted sex and I didn't realize how scared I was until we started having sex. I couldn't enjoy it at all without thinking he's gonna do that again, so j talked to him and he said if I'd like, we should maybe take a break from sex until i feel like I'm not worried anymore, but now I feel like I'm inns always be worried . Not even lying or over exaggerating, it was the worst pain in my life. And most of all, it was an accident. So don't try pulling some bs saying he did it on purpose because those 2 holes are very close to each other and we were going at a very fast pace. I'm scared in every position btw so don't say "avoid doggy style" cause it won't help :(

Okay .. So I've been with my boyfriend for 3 months now . We started having sex after dating for a month and a half , and he's the one who took my virginity . He has a job, a car, he's responsible , we talk about our problems , and he truley loves me and see's past my imperfections and makes me the best person I can be. However , i sneak out of my house to go have sex with him . I've been doing it for a couple months now and I haven't got caught. I decided I no longer want to sneak out because I don't want my parents to think of him as any different because they really like him and he really is a good person. We just don't have a place to have sex, so I decided we wait 6 months because maybe then my parents will let me sleep over his house . Question is, do you think this is messed up for him? Because we have a good sex life and all of a sudden I just tell him to stop. I mean, I know he'll understand and he'll wait but how do I tell him all this ? Does it sound immature? Even if I tell him I want to stop sneaking out to have sex I feel like he'll suggest we just have sex during the day but I just don't want to . I don't regret having sex with him as soon as I did but I wanna wait to have sex with him again so we can have more time to love each other with our clothes on. I just feel like him and I are too mature to sneak in/ out , we just do it because we are low on options right now . We're planning on getting a place of our own, but that won't be any time soon. I'm 16, he's turning 18 in a week. Please, don't tell me I should wait til I'm 18 to have sex with him again and all that. My question is how do I tell him, that's all. If you could help it would be very much appreciated:)

I'm getting a new phone for my days which one should I get? One important thing I'm looking at is the camera quality:)