How come people like to make fun of me and my cultural traditions?

So I'm about just tired of everyone and their crap. I was talking to andy earlier and he once again bashed me and called me names. I'm so tired of it that I'm gonna take matters into my own hands. I'm going to drive up to rochester and I'm gonna confront andy at his workplace at the aldi's warehouse. I'm gonna bring my friend nathan and he will bring his other friend who owns a shotgun as protection just incase andy tries to shoot me. He has threatened to shoot me before and I'm going to use self defense if he ever decides to kill me. I want to say this since this is last call as I'm tired of everyone attacking me. I'm wanting to come after anyone who has done me wrong and I might do it. I'm having thoughts about wanting to do it. How come everyone likes to make fun of my culture ?? How come everyone wants to screw with me ? Don't they understand how psychotic they made me become ????