if there is a god then do you think he is evil?

I don't think any gods exist.

But if one or more do exist, they are not omnipotent, omniscient, and omnibenevolent.

The Problem Of Evil proves that.

God is omnibenevolent.  Death is a punishment for sin, and a person who dies in a state of unrepented mortal sin will suffer eternal death in the fires and darkness of hell, where he will wail and gnash his teeth for all eternity in unquenchable thirst, persistent hunger, suffocation, despair, torment by fire and the constant company of Satan.

However, if instead of dying in a state of unrepented mortal sin, a person instead dies in a state of sanctifying grace, he will go to either heaven or purgatory first and then heaven.

There is no "god", only God.

God is good all the time he is our God laughing at what you say and ask so you better watch out and talk right or you’ll be looking around saying how did I not get their help

God Grant's us the choice of eternal life or eternal oblivion. 

Don't mistake oblivion for peace.

I don't see any proof of any God. (as generally defined). So if he/she exists, then he is indifferent. 

No evidence prayer works.

Gods are imaginary.

But there is no doubt bible god is portrayed as the biggest f wit ever. Just read the bible, it all there.

As far as your question, grow up and stop feeling sorry for yourself. You only get one life so don't waste it.