I am  OCD  bipolar I have ruined most relationships  I think because i was abused as a child if everything wasn't perfect how do I move on?

I always thought i was helping people by trying to make them do everything perfect because it's the end of the world if it is not and self esteem is overrated.That why us baby boomers are so talented and wonderful.i parents didn't care if they scarred us for life? I have damaned my daughter t be grateful I only emotional ly abused her she told me to f off and stays away.

 I mean I am successful but Actually everyone hates my guts except for Rita the bartender and the scumbags I got out of jail.my girlfriend is only with me because I have money and I am only with her because she puts out.

My son packed up and moved  my daughter is a loser did not go to yale   and sleeps with Rich old ugly married women and hates me and has a panic attack when talking to me so she doesn't .I was a great lawyer and went to yale.but I literally piss everyone off how do I change?

I went to therapy cuz of Rita damn I wish she was straight. I don't get why she is happy her life was tragic and get she goes on which is beautiful and annoying?