Why God is being so hard with me and me life?

Seeing the comment, it's just disgusting. 

I will tell you from my point of view. 

I'm Christian, I'm 20 but i have had hard time in my life, thise time of difficulties help me to be a man a mature that i'm today, a have  learn a loot with difficulties, that help me to be a better person, a better Christian. For me that is also a test to seing if you can keep up with difficulties. Hope that you are okay. Stay strong. Sorry for my English. 

God is so hard on you and you're life because he hates you and wants you to commit delete.

If you believe in god you're a bloody idiot! Take control of your life and stop looking for somebody else to blame!

It's YOUR LIFE! Make of it what you will!

you need to ask him this question

The end is nigh.

GOD is testing your faith

because he doesnt exist

I'm sorry that you're going through a rough patch. However God isn't hard on anyone. Life gives you back what you have given earlier. It's the law of Karma. Read about it.

God does not exist. We are simply mortals.

You're being hard on yourself by not knowing what a question is.