Moose is the new me.

One of my besties wants a birthday cake with this design and i was wondering you wonderful people could tell me how to do it or if ya had and tips.

What other training might they need?

Thanks guys and gals

I bike 2 miles a day plus lift my weight 160 times a day and don't drink sodas or Fatty Foods.

I bike 2 miles a day plus lift my weight 160 times a day and don't drink sodas or Fatty Foods?

Most of these are just thoughts. Please don't tell me to just get a therapist or call this hot line. If you do submit any answer like this I'll just over look them.

My life is the most boring thing in the world. Okay so I have a few friends and a loving family. And when I'm alone I cry about my mothers death. She's not dead but I feel like she going to die soon. Its Killing me to even think about death especially hers. Sometimes the only thing I feel is depression and sorrow. In this I'm not looking for pity. I just had to get it out of my head. Even when I sleep this emotion is in my head. The only things now of days that I think and dream of are family and close friends dying. And there nothing I can do about it except just watch it happen. I would do anything for all of this just to leave me alone. Having death on your mind constantly is like being dead yourself. I go out with friends every once in a while to see a movie and I enjoy myself. For some reason every time I'm giving something to someone it makes me feel loved and I know I'm loved already. But even then I can't be happy for being loved. Like on Sunday everyone was having such a good time but I couldn't stop thinking about her death not even for a second. It was just playing in my head constantly. So eventually I just went to sleep and found my self dreaming about death again. But this time instead of feel depressed I just felt at peace, Until my brother rushed in being an *** trying to wake me up to leave. So I have my few moments of happiness and my never ending moments of depression. And I just don't know what to do. How do I just get these thoughts out of my head?

A charm invests a face

a poem by Emily Dickinson

A charm invests a face

Imperfectly beheld.

The lady dare not lift her veil

For fear it be dispelled.

But peers beyond her mesh,

And wishes, and denies,

Lest interview annul a want

That image satisfies.

I fell asleep late last night and I was dreaming about me looking into a mirror and seeing myself burning in flames. But I wasn't screaming. Wouldn't you be screaming if you you were on fire?

I have no goals for my future besides this one. I just want to work. By the way this is not a depression thing. Its my true desire.

And is it possible to go through life never to have sex again?

I know this is where I post more details but I ran out of room to type my other question.

My Example Is Patrick

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=us...

She is a musician.

A friend lives in Iran and I don't know what to tell him.

What should I do to Find out more information about my Ex-BF's killings? Are there any websites that I can go to? Beacuse I don't know if its true or not.

Before and After

At the start I wanted to die. I thought death was my best choice. What is the point of living if your just going to die anyways. Once I embraced death. But now life has me in its grasp. Holding death close always keeps me moving. Now I must go through life. Wanting things I can't have. Seeing things I don't want to see.

Why should I live?

When it came time for my choice a friend confronted me. This friend is a follower of a God I look down on. A god who I believe to hate me. A God who hides from sight. A God who uses us like slaves. One who only appears through us. And not in person.

Why do you hide from us?

Martha. Dearest Martha. You brought me into the light. When I was hiding from it all along. Why save a waste of life like myself. This isn't saving me. This is just prolonging my suffering. Now just wasting more time here. Why put me in more pain? Why torture me? Why do you make me suffer? Life is worse than death. Just more time wasting. I want him but I can't have him. Life is cruel to me. He's on my mind constantly. I'm begging you remove him from my mind. This isn't worth it.

Why are you doing this to me?

Untouched. Heartless. Suffering. Resurrection. Save me from myself. My heart is killing me. Burn my soul from the inside. Bring me down to my grave. Show me no mercy. Let my ashes burn for all eternity. With a darkened sky. Lightless day. Darkness surround me everyday. Light burns birght under my grave. Commit me to hell. Lay me to rest. Show me true peace. Will you release me?

Will you show me true peace?

Just Please Save Me!!!

Untouched by time I lay. Under my grave I lay. Unable to move. Unable to breathe. Waiting for a new age to arise. This is my life after. The story unwritten. The time for saving has passed. Untouched by time I lay. Never to see the darkened skies. Nor the light of day. Never to know life again.

The worst sin committed to end my life.

Judgment has passed as I lay. Eternally silenced is the way I lie. Untouched by time I lay. As I predicted. No emotions remain. Nothingness.

Just nothingness.

Awoken from my dream. No longer lost. But now found. No need for my sword or shield. I am not protected. I'm somewhat happy. Even though I'm alone. Looking for true peace. Peace has been found and lost at the same time. And now I'm alone and lost for all eternity.

Was this the wrong choice?

I was looking for true peace. Peace that can't be found in death. But in life. In all my searching I have found peace in its truest form. The form of love. Love found in my friends. And in the hearts of my family. But most of all in myself. And now I have someone to share it with.Living is no longer a regret. But an opportunity. Just like they say.

One door closes and another door opens.