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So I went through a lot this year and been very unmotivated... I focused on working on my innerself a lot. Lately I've been upset about my cat because he has a lot of problems and I don't have much money for it, I don't want to give him away(he's about three months) and I love him so. I began to smoke marijuana a year ago and was wondering if it had an affect on why I no longer felt motivated??? I did begin to slow it down by cutting myself to only smoking on weekend and been slowly putting myself for a rountine everyday but I feel stressed because I'm 19 y.o and I do not know what to do with school, I've been out of highschool for a little bit over a year now and felt like I don't know what I really enjoy or have a passion for to make it into a career.. I felt like I'm not heading anywhere in life, lately all the stress has been bringing my relationship down. Even though I know my partner will always be there for me and love me but I feel alone and I know my partner and my cloest friends have their own lifes to worry about. Is there any life advices or tips I should follow to feel less stressed and get back on track?

Hey guys, I don't know if anyone else is having this problem with their cat but he's a three month kitten and he recently started to get fleas. I recently gave him a bath yesterday thinking it was all gone just to find out they hatch more eggs on him...its honestly so annoying already and its kinda making me sad because he already has enough problems for me to worry about... and I do take out the fleas with a comb before I shower him and I don't know where he gets them from exactly. Is it best to remove him from the house and then get a flea pill for him till I clean my house? Any cat owners please send advice on how to stay strong during situtions like this, any other advice would be helpful too.

Okay so I have a kitten name Kumo, he is only two months and a half. I provide him lots of attention and love when Im with him. I spent Sunday-Thursday with him. On Friday I sadly have to leave him alone for work 11am-5pm, on Saturday I have to leave him for the same amount of hours as Friday. But I do leave plenty of water, food, toys, and his litter box is in the room. Will he be okay?

So here what happened a couple of days ago.

At my school I have people picking on me and stuff it gets so tiring and I try reminding myself that everyday it will get better but then I was wrong it gets worse! At school I get pick on for the way i dress and like people would make in front of me for making mistakes. And one day this guy came up to me we wore friends His name is Mason i really liked him because i thought he was different he was nice to me and turns out he was fake,he was pulling a prank on me all along i felt such an idiot i cried and throughout my life I got pick up,my parents wore divorced I really had no friends just a family,but i don't visit my family much and I been living with my mother, all we did was fight all the time and kids would also make in front of me because like i wouldn't have a perfect family. I decided to make online friends cause that's what all i had left. But some how the people that wore in my school found out i had online friends and they would call me more names and I felt really embarrassed. One Night i just wanted to give up life, i started to cry every night, i thought of committing a suicide it was horrible.