Ria

Went on a hook up date six months ago. Person apparently went away for six months despite covid. I deleted his snap chat a week or so after the date since he gave me a vague response, no mention of second date or anything. He just got back contacted me 6 months later . I explained I felt hurt by how he came across and thought that he didn’t like me, he never mentioned a second meeting. However , he explained that it was never his intention and it wasn’t personal just how he jokes. He apologized many times on the phone. Now he says he wants to go for coffee he was wondering what happened to me. 

New moon is suppose to bring new people in our lives, is he trouble? Should I give him another chance ? 

So there is a choice between epay, paxum,cosmo, and wire transfer. I heard sketchy things about those so wire transfer seems the safest. However it says make a minimum of $500 to get a pay out. Does that mean just once when u first start or is that all the time?. That seems insane , so models have to make 500 each time in order to get acces to their money?.

My step grandfather He played a very important role in our family, he sheltered us and was always down to earth and carrying. I lived with him when I was a kid for about three years and apart from that he use to drive me and pick me up from school while my mother was working. I moved back in his house for a year before he passed. I had a mental breakdown that year and he offered to take me under this wing.

He passed six years ago and Atleast I was lucky enough to spend 20 years of my life with him.

The last four years have gotten out of control with the dreams. My dreams take place inside his house sometimes involving me either alone or with him and other family members. Sometimes he tells me stuff or asks if I need a ride somewhere. These dreams happen almost every night for the past four years. Ironically he died in one of the bedrooms me and my mom use to sleep in. Under the care of a nurse.

I wanna go to Portugal, hungary, Ukraine and Russia. None of those countries currently are open to Canadians. I know corona isn’t going away any time soon.. but idk if  things will change by next summer. And I sure as hell don’t wanna catch it when I travel. I wanna be able to mingle with a lot of people and stay in hotels and hostels. Not sure if those will be available next summer. 

I am a young woman and I have always been open to dating any guy from any race or nationality. However, Russians and Ukrainians have always been my favourite. Now recently my heart only yearns for these types of men especially Russians. Russian men and Ukrainian men are really the only types of men I can see myself with long term. Keep in mind I am not slavic  nor do I live in those countries. 

There’s times where I was completely disinterested in a womanI can   always been straight  but when I turned 14 I started to fantasize sexually about woman.Even when I’ve had boyfriends in high school and in my early 20s I’ve been in the situations where I did cheat once with a girl and Almost cheated again with other partners.I am 26 now And up until now I have had intense crushes  for certain women. I definitely surprised myself I can just be hooked on men for the longest time and all the sudden I met a certain  girl and boom I like her. There’s times where I was completely disinterested in women as well.I’d say definitely like men more than women. It’s weird because before I was so comfortable with my sexuality and identified as bi sexual but I find myself feeling ashamed the last year or so it’s like I am a homophobe but only to myself 

I haven’t used my oven in 3 years ( long story) I am planning to clean it in a couple days so far I tried to use soap and warm water to wipe the element. A bit of the grease came off but barely anything because it’s caked. The last time I used it it was smoking because I was cooking something that splatered. Ever since then I was so scared of a fire that I just stopped using it. It’s only  the top element I am worried about. 

I haven’t used my oven in years I am planning to clean it. There is grease caked onto the  light bulb, would I have to just replace the bulb or can I clean it with the cleaner ?

In the last six months I’ve noticed something strange has been happening down there ( basically just an un fresh scent, a lot of itching and burning and eventually small little cuts.  I finally went to see my doctor to get a swab and it came back negative. I went back and said I swear there’s still a problem.  She said I probably have something on a milder degree that the test did not detect it ( suspected mild vaginosis)  She prescribed cream insertion of clyndamicin for 7 days. I used 6 days out of the 7 treatment. I did notice things improved but my other symptoms geared towards a yeast infection so I took flucanazole.. things definitely got better for a bit. Almost two months later I am experiencing something utterly different. Itching would only happen once in a while but when it did it was a lot. The concerting new thing is a really musty, slightly fishy scent and white build up on my vulva near the **** and inner labia. The smell and build up is not coming from inside  the vagina itself. No matter how much I wash it it eventually starts to stink again and build up throughout the day. I have not had sex for 7 months and I used protection with all my partners.  

I have been working this job for four months so far and last week my closest coworker( she)  told me that someone wants to ask me out and he likes me but he’s very very shy and he scared to do it. He’s also conservative and didn’t want to be unprofessional so he’s holding back.

He doesn’t want me to know who he is apparently.I only have one major crush At work but works in a different part of the store.We have talked here and there and I couldn’t hide my body language of attraction.  Overtime I can tell by his body language that he’s definitely figured out that I am super into him and when I smile a lot he smiles back. However he has not stepped it up a notch in terms of conversation or trying to get to know me on another level.but here’s the problem; none of the guys I work with especially the ones in my department show signs of interest. It is obvious when men like you and I don’t pick up on a single thing. It is all professional and work related enjoyed conversations. So what my co worker is saying doesn’t make sense to me. I have not seen in for myself and my crush is receptive to my attraction for him but just because someone enjoys it doesn’t mean they like you back.i know there is definitely only about four suspects based on clues she dropped.  but out of that four is impossible to sniff it off of.

I’ve lived and am raised in Vancouver. Over the past few years it basically annoys me everyday, I feel so Unhappy here. I’ve gotten to travel here and there and that was okay but I wanna keep doing it but I can’t always have the money obviously or walk away from a job position. Right now in my 26 years, I feel like I am not getting the best out of life because of my location.when it comes to other areas in my life not that I am in a rush to have a boyfriend but I honestly don’t think I can find the right partner where I live. I know that I can’t get what I want here. If I had a few guys in the past who truely liked me I wouldn’t feel so looted. But No guy has ever truely liked me and its not like I am not working on myself.people say that geographic cure doesn’t work but I feel like there’s not enough here. 

I am 26 and for the last few years basically one of my only passions is traveling. That’s basically all I want to do in my life.. everything else seems unrewarding to me. I live in Vancouver Canada and i don’t think it’s the best place to live. It’s what I think about almost every minute of the day going by.. my life is just programmed for consistently taking off. So far I have been to a few places but I need more. I honestly dont consider anything else in life exciting.